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So I guess I changed some things around. I guess I sucked up everything I had left. I hope I choke on it, just to prove to myself once again that I can't do this.

when will stupid learn fire's gonna burn / think of consequence, then you move when it's your turn

But we must not forget that impatience is a virtue, and my most prominent at that.

Alors, life goes on. With or without your consent, life moves forward for an agility that will make your head spin and your heart stop. There is no permission slip. This ain't no merry-go-round field trip, cowboy.

I feel so restricted out of fear of writing something too profound in front of everybody. Almost every one of the lines above is from a piece. If you would care to peruse the original text, let me know.

But to the point, back to me... I made a decision today that's going to change everything: I gave myself up completely. I lost myself in giving myself to someone else. Someone else's cause, to absolve the charges of someone else.

I'm imparting my own self into those around me who are less than deserving. And in this I am finding my own true identity. I don't know if I like it. But what else can be said?

let's dance to joy division and celebrate the irony / everything is going wrong but we're so happy.

I'd like to think that this is what is going to make me happy. I have things to lose and things to gain. But I guess part of the valor of losing is knowing that you have something to lose.

you could have it so much better if you tried if you tried if you tried if you tried / and you got up on your own, get up on your own.

There's my fatal flaw and most perfect principle: I get up on my own. But I never fall alone.

Oh and in case you were wondering. I was in love with you, but you threw that away. To reiterate my monotony, stupid never learns fire's gonna burn.