& it feels so good.

Okay. First off. I love this new layout. It's cute. And somehow it seems like it legitimately (note proper use of the adverbial form of LEGIT/LEGITIMATE) reflects a change in who you actually are. Leah and I talked about this earlier. So don't scoff. Embrace it.


"need i say i love you / need i say i care / need i say that emotions / are something we don't share?"




So many things have been going on. Let's see. Basically I've realized that going back isn't always such a bad thing. I've restored things with an old friend and I am very excited about that. Like. REAL excited. Cause he's such a great guy. I've also come to the conclusion that I am fully settled and I have a definitive best friend and she makes my day every day. I've forgotten what that's like, having that one friend (not a boyfriend, though, or anything impermanent) that you always meet before your first class, or wait for at lunch before going to get settled where you sit every day, or cram for important tests with because you both kinda forgot the night before. It gives you a feeling of... Well, of a constant force pushing for ya, no matter what. It makes you happy and it's the most fantastic thing ever.



So I was writing this the other day and SO MUCH has happened since then. Okay BASICALLY I'm going to Homecoming with aforementioned great guy. And I have these absolutely gnarly burns all over myself from an alpine slide accident. And they really hurt. My sister and I were going down, having a good time or whatever (she's seven, she thought it was the coolest thing ever, so I naturally did too) and we hit a turn too fast, our balance was off with both of us on, we bailed but the sled dragged us down the concrete, and I yanked my sister on top of me so she wouldn't loose some teeth or anything and lost some serious skin in the process. Owwwww. But it's cool. I have war scars(:

Okay I've left this blog like eighteen times so I'm just going to post it how it is and try again tomorrow when I'm less scatterbrained. Woo hoo.