don't let them see you!

A series of events has prompted a drastic change in my lifestyle. Allow me to elaborate.

My best friend has a momentary set back related to their health. I wish that they knew exactly how much I care about them and want them to work through this. Even though I tell this person exactly this everyday, it seems that there's nothing I can do to make it clear enough. This person makes me want to live again and I feel like someone that might be worth something because of them. I love this person so much that it hurts me to see them struggling the way that they are. So for you, things will change.

If you turn around they will be gone. They will be gone.

Someone who loves me has been treated terribly by yours truly because of my indecisiveness and failure to commit to something I can trust. My trust issues cause problems left and right, and I'm sick of that. Seriously. What is my problem? So for you, things will change.

Is it a dream? Is it a lie?

The person who has had the most lasting impact on my life came back into it again yesterday. This in itself is unfortunate, because they don't belong there. Trying to tempt me back into the trap he's effectively used for almost four years, I heard the same words over again that at one time would have charmed me into submission. I want nothing to do with this person. They are not worth my time. So for you, things will change.

The power's out in the heart of man. Take if from your heart, put it in your hand.

There is this person that has come to my rescue when I least expected it and spoken words of encouragement, advice, and understanding even when the fault appears to be mine. They have helped me more than I would think possible because at one point I thought that we had nothing in common. But the human condition has linked us so inextricably. So for you, things will change.

I don't want a thing from you.

And DANTE ALEXANDER, you've made me realize that maybe there's something better. And that I'm wasting it. And now I'm going to chase it. Thank you.