Saturday, August 1, 2009

drivin me under.

First off, I haven't blogged in about eighteen years. Second off, things in my life have changed so drastically over the past week or whatever that this is going to be a very briefly detailed blog simply because I don't have the patience to talk about things in detail. Here we go.

"i'm hard to replace as you cry your evil eyes out"

My parents are separating. Wow. Isn't that fun. I'm just worried about my sisters. My feelings are superfluous at this point. In the two solid hours I spent talking with Justin about what happened today, the conversation was entirely centered on my sisters, and how I was going to get them through this.

"bones sinkin like stones / all that we fought for"

I'm finally stable. Seriously. I found my balance point this week. Way to go and screw things up, Mom & Dad. Really appreciate it.

"let's pretend we don't exist / let's pretend we're in antarctica"

I don't know when I'm going to finish writing something that means something. It just can't happen when things like this steal my attention.

2 comments:

LPT said...

Danielle...
you're gonna hear a LOT of "I'm sorry"
So I'm not gonna tell you that. I'll tell you that everything REALLY happens for a reason. Not just the generic everything happens for a reason, but that you were prepared for "such a time as this".
I've dealt with my share of crap, and I'm glad this has never happened to me. Again, I'd say I'm sorry, but that's now how it's working with me.
It's hard to believe we're in the palms of God when we go through crap, right? I'd like to say I know how you feel. But only you and God know how you feel. Only your sisters and God know how they feel.
So what I'm saying...seek comfort in God. He's proof of the longest-living love.

danielleinwonderland said...

thanks leah. i'm either getting 'wow i'm sorry' or people (this is legit) telling me i need to do something more about it, that i'm letting this happen or some crap like that.
thanks for actually saying something worth hearing--er, reading(: