i wonder when i'll hit the ground.

So I guess I finally got through to him. Too bad for him that it was entirely too late. There isn't a chance in hell of things ever going back to even half of what they used to be. Am I remorseful? Aye. How much? Not much. Because for once I'm doing something that's good for ME first, and then all else second.

"come on get gone / the night is young / i'm blackin out / but it's been fun"

I have this urge to just sit aorund and watch movies today. It's the perfect weather. It can't decide if it wants to rain or not. I'm not doing anything else, really, so why shouldn't I just waste another day doing nothing? Fight Club and Boondock Saints sounds like a good combination, don't you think? I should be reading for AP Lit, but something in me right now is completely against productive whatsoever. Most likely just cause I'm a moron, but ya know. Whatev.

"boom sha lacka / he's walkin up to me / boom sha lacka / he starts talkin to me"

Yeah. I don't know. I'm kind of in a weird mood right now. Maybe I'll figure something out.