i am a grown up, god damn it.

So I've kind of realized that this is not for me so I'm taking back everything, packing up and moving out, to somewhere where there aren't artificial, shallow, annoying, lying, cheating, backstabbing people and where I can carry out my life the way it was meant to be lived, that is to say to a standard of perfection, following only the footsteps I've mentally created for myself.

"but i've been down across a road or two / but now i've found the velvet sun that shines on me"

Shut up, you're not even on my level, so go find some trash to converse with that is more acceptable to make your acquaintance.